|Re-Run Is Gone: RIP|
Honestly, it is just now setting in and even as I write it.... my entire being is sickened, saddened, leaning towards denial. She was my greatest friend here. She had become my family here. It hurts to let her go. It tears me apart to wake up and not see her staring at me. The girl in the jeep felt so bad about it.. she offered to help take us to the vet. Without even thinking.. I loaded my Spirit Keeper into her jeep and gave the girl, Brittany, directions to the shelter. I held Re-Run in my lap all the way there. All of us were in tears by the end of the night when we realized there was little we could do. I brought her back home and loved on her as much as possible. The next day, Re-Run didn’t wake up. She died next to me. I have not been able to really talk much since that morning. It plays over and over again in my mind. The gals helped me bring her to my childhood home which now stands abandoned. We gave her a proper burial in the backyard of my innocent days beneath the tree that once had our big rope swing hanging from it.
Rest in Peace Re-Run, keeper of my Spirit... Thank you for your precious time. Thank you for choosing me.
|Re-Run Is Gone: thank you for choosing me|